Romans 12:15 Rejoice with those who rejoice, weep with those who weep.

 

 

 

This is for you Dear Friends,

 

It has finally sunk in and by that I mean your words of encouragement. I have starting putting my story out there. I have been asked for about the last 4 years-- ok let me take that back the last 8 years to write a book that is to big of an endeavor for me, baby steps ladies baby steps. Well since I'm actually started sharing my life and heartbreaks. It all started with MOPS and the Tea and Testimony meeting,  I have been invited to speak in front of several groups of women as large as 100 or so at some of these meetings.  Whenever, I have shared my testimony I always refrain from the whole thing as if I shared it all I think I would dehydrated the group and myself due to pure tear leakage and there just not enough time in those meetings to share the mud pit that has been my life story.  So this will be an on going of short segments and I will "try to start at the beginning" But as with any pain you are over coming some heartbreak seem to spill out easier than other pain. I will do my best to not leave any thing out. I will try to be as transparent as I can. I do want you to know I need to keep some a bit close to my family as I have children still dealing with the pain that been caused so I have to tread carefully not to break there little ol' hearts.

So please be in pray for me that not only I can work in God blessing but I can work at my own healing some in which I still hide and tucked away in a place I never let it come out it still to hard to face the truth of that pain.