Lost my interest in things...

Losing your intreset in things is a sign of depression..... 

 It is a huge huge, sign something is wrong. 

It my sign of things to come and how I snap out of it and well sometimes I just take it miute by minute and day by day...

I been  trying to get my pain out through bloggin but since after Christmas I been just hanging on by a thread trying to keep my home going and getting ready to move to a new home, pack up the old house. Then there keeping up with the kids and homeschooling.

I lost intrest in the things I knew I could and had to push myself to get through the things I had to.  But the truth of the matter I was a hugly sader version of myself. 

But now I feel life is back to normal and ready to blog again..

You have to get through any way you can and surving day by day and going backward is nothing to beat yourself about it part of the healing part of grief cut yourself some slack and try to pull your self out and find the blessings and look for the good things around you.